I really need your help, Angel~

Angel~ It is a long time no whisper with you, are you mad with me? I really feel so sad these days. I need your help, angel~ What should I do? I so worry for my homework, it so many! I want to suicide sometime, the stress from school, home, even from friends~ I really don't like this kind of life~ Can you tell me what life should I go forward? A simple life? A enjoyable life? I really don't know what kind of life is the best for me!! I have think about it sometime, but I get even more stress for thinking about it. Haiz~ I don't have the strength to suicide, I only want to live by my own life style, I really don't like the stress, I really don't like~ Angel, can you pray for me, to make me have the strength to continue live in this stressful world, make me have the power to face the problems and stress? The next time I whisper to you, I hope I already face all my problems and with a happy and joy soul telling my happy to you~

I want to find someone~

I have some secrets~ I want to find someone who I can trust~ A male~ Friend~ Can keep a secret~ I really want to tell someone my secrets, I really want to~ The secrets make me feel somethings~ Somethings that I cannot explain, it just like a tie in my heart~ A friend can keep secrets and trusted is the one who can untie my heart~ If someone saw this post~ And you think you are the one~ Please tell me and I will interview you~ All my word is true~ Make by my own that really want to find someone to share my secrets~

Many things happen to me~

I don't know what happen to me~ I feel terrible~ So sad~ That I don't know what to say~ I really want to cry~ Cry like a baby~ Like the day I born~ I can feel the time~ It come so quickly~ What should I do? It really so fast! I can't breath~ The time really make me can't breath~ I want my mind to be clear~ I want someone who can wake me up! Tell my mind and my soul that the time really cannot turn back!! But I know~ Time cannot turn back!! But I really can't catch up with the time!!! Why the time go so fast? Why? Why the time just like a knife in my heart? It hurt me!! Make my feel stress and sad!!! I can't win the time~ But I want to make it not hurt me so much~ What should I do?? Can the time just stop for a while?? Why it can't? Why? I feel stress now!!! Am I will be more stress after my school life? If it really~ What should I do? I really want to cry~ Really......

Drawing on Computer~

*左下角是原图*

评一评语吧～ ^_^

Drawing on Computer~

*左下角是原图*

第一次用电脑画图 ^_^ 可以吗？

好担心明天哦～

明天我好怕在学校遇到我的“阿母”啊！！我的美术还没考啊！！很不想考嘞～～ Haiz~~ 不考也不行啊！怎样讲都是考试来的嘛！！Haiz~~ 我的“阿母”就每天问："Fock, bila nak ambil seni?" 很恐怖嘞！！ 那眼睛亮亮的，嘴巴笑笑的酱跟我说，不像是酱麽？

阴气很重～～ 多恐怖啊~~

我每天早上看到她都几怕她一下的咯～ 怕她问我几时要考美术～～ 我都不懂要怎样回答她了咯～～ Haiz~~ 担心啊～～ 好担心啊～～     》——《

很好笑的咯今天！！

今天早上，学校有‘母亲节’的活动。有够好笑的咯！要我和一些朋友［没母亲的］去找一位女老师去送花给她［假花，还很小下的咯］，把她当母亲。哇靠！真的是笑到我不行！当我慢慢地步向女老师席时，我已经是在心里笑得很够力了的，谁知道，当我将花送给老师的时候哦，我对着老师笑，老师也对着我笑哦，另外还附送：三‘Sayang’！哇靠！我也笑到不行了~从老师席狂笑到食堂，嘴都和不上了，笑到我不行，哈哈哈！！