I really need your help, Angel~

Angel~ It is a long time no whisper with you, are you mad with me? I really feel so sad these days. I need your help, angel~ What should I do? I so worry for my homework, it so many! I want to suicide sometime, the stress from school, home, even from friends~ I really don't like this kind of life~ Can you tell me what life should I go forward? A simple life? A enjoyable life? I really don't know what kind of life is the best for me!! I have think about it sometime, but I get even more stress for thinking about it. Haiz~ I don't have the strength to suicide, I only want to live by my own life style, I really don't like the stress, I really don't like~ Angel, can you pray for me, to make me have the strength to continue live in this stressful world, make me have the power to face the problems and stress? The next time I whisper to you, I hope I already face all my problems and with a happy and joy soul telling my happy to you~

I want to find someone~

I have some secrets~ I want to find someone who I can trust~ A male~ Friend~ Can keep a secret~ I really want to tell someone my secrets, I really want to~ The secrets make me feel somethings~ Somethings that I cannot explain, it just like a tie in my heart~ A friend can keep secrets and trusted is the one who can untie my heart~ If someone saw this post~ And you think you are the one~ Please tell me and I will interview you~ All my word is true~ Make by my own that really want to find someone to share my secrets~

Many things happen to me~

I don't know what happen to me~ I feel terrible~ So sad~ That I don't know what to say~ I really want to cry~ Cry like a baby~ Like the day I born~ I can feel the time~ It come so quickly~ What should I do? It really so fast! I can't breath~ The time really make me can't breath~ I want my mind to be clear~ I want someone who can wake me up! Tell my mind and my soul that the time really cannot turn back!! But I know~ Time cannot turn back!! But I really can't catch up with the time!!! Why the time go so fast? Why? Why the time just like a knife in my heart? It hurt me!! Make my feel stress and sad!!! I can't win the time~ But I want to make it not hurt me so much~ What should I do?? Can the time just stop for a while?? Why it can't? Why? I feel stress now!!! Am I will be more stress after my school life? If it really~ What should I do? I really want to cry~ Really......